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All in the build up

So last night i took myself off for a long very hot bath as my body was aching from a tough session at the gym. J came up and burnt his arse trying to get in with me LOL!

He got out and lay on the bed waiting for me. When i went into the bedroom he was laying face down withhis legs spread. I lay next to him and traced my fingers up and down his beautiful strong legs, over his buttocks and down to his delicious shaven balls :-) I spent ages just touching and marvelling at his beauty. He is so gorgeous and his body so strong and powerful I get such a kick just staring at it. I think J thinks I'm unterested some of the time because I just love looking at him LOL!

I kissed his thighs and arse, sinking my teeth gently into his bum, mmmmm! My kisses reached down to his balls and I spread his legs further so I could get my head further down, I just love sucking on his balls feeling them tighten in my mouth. I liked the special spot behind his balls and up around his anus.

He then got up and asked if he could film us, so I said yes and he turned the machine on (I hadn't really noticed it in the room LOL!). He returned to the bed and grabbed my in a huge bear hug, holding me tight and kissing my mouth, searching for my tongue. He kissed my neck and shoulders making me shudder and want him more. Climbing further up me his cock reached my mouth so I sucked and wanked it, rolling my tongue around the swollen helmet and greedily sucking my wonderful toy. He then took control and fucked my mouth as I held the base of his cock firmly. Looking up was a great sight with his muscles flexing and his desire overtaking his look.

We rolled about the bed locked in an embrace before he moved down my body to feast on me :-) He sucked and flicked with his tongue, licking and probbing. My body ached for him and adored his touch. The room was almost silent, sometime I just love being quiet, holding myself off from shouting or moaning, it makes the orgasm more intense when it arrives. Still deeply attached to my pussy he slipped a thumb into my dripping entrance and proceeded to move it ever so slightly but with such perfection that I could quickly tell I couldn't hold off for much longer so I gave in to it and came, a delicious full body orgasm. Bliss.

He then quickly pulled away from me and thrust his cock into me, ah heaven. I pulled my legs up to my chest and thrust with equal urgency to meet his thrusts, so quickly oh so quickly he started to panic, he needed to stop he was going to cum. But I didn't let him, I really didn't want him to stop, as he shot his boiling cum into me my body arched and convulsed into a delicious, long and mind fuzzing orgasm. I love when we cum together.

Looks good on video too!

It's getting hot in here!

I foresee a future posting.

Arms

I love J's arms, they are stong and safe. they cold me tight and close. When I'm wrapped up in them I snuggle down and I'm hidden from the world. I'm in his arms where I belong.

I love their strength, holding me, they love me and they control me. I love the way they hold my legs when we make love, stretched out holding my legs high and apart. They wrap around my body holding in still and tight as he pumps his length into me.

I love watching him do pushups, moving his whole body up and down, his muscles flexing and growing. They make me go weak at the knees!

Playing Alone

I love, love playing with my pussy. i always have done. It was the first thing I did when I was turning into a woman and rarely a day goes by when I don't!

Some days it's quick and frantic, a stolen moment in the day when time is short but the need is great. Rubbing myself hard and fast to release the tension in a glorious silent orgasm.

Other days it's drawn out, I'll stoke and probe deep with my fingers, licking them and circling around the tops of my thighs and over my mound. I leave the teasing, the having to wait. Some times I'll get myself almost to the point of cuming only to stop myself and do somehting mundane such as the laundry. Then I'll return to my still wet pussy and make her come like a train.

I often have very long sessions where I'll make myself cum over 20 times. My legs will be weak, my wrist aching and my beautiful delicate pussy lips swollen, red and sore.

Very occasionally I'll find myself going to the toy box. I love the feel of KY being rubbed all over my mound. Sometimes I'll use my rabbit, fucking myself wiht it or simply playing with my clit. Other times I'll use the big double ended dildo and sit on it and take a ride. I don't think I have ever used my 'real' or jelly dicks when I've been on my own.

I'll slap my own ass and pussy, play with my anus and drive myself wild with the need for J to come home early and find me and take me.

Mostly though I like my playings to be for me. That doesn't mean I don't perform for J! i love laying on the bed before him and bringing myself off for his pleasure just as I love seeing him before me, his huge cock in hand being pumped. Yum.

Here I go again! I've already cum 15 times this morning on my own and now I need to again!

Photos

Told J about this blog today. I wanted him to know but I was worried he wouldn't like me sharing our intimate lives with the world.

How wrong could I have been!!! He loves it. He has created his own and now thinks I should post photos.

Might just have to have some fun times taking them LOL!

If You go Down to the Woods Today

You're sure of a big surprise.

Well it wasn't that much of a surprise, I knew I was going to get fucked, I just didn't realise how well or how much I'd enjoy it :-)

Before we left home J asked me to wear my chain underwear underneath my skirt. i love my chains. The are heavy and ice cold when you put them on. I put them on and J did them up really tightly so it was cutting up between my labia lips. Getting dressed I looked normal but it felt amazing!

So off out we went and instead of going straight to the woods as I thought we went to a pub. We sat in a quaint country pub reading papers and chatting about everyday things. All the while I could feel my chains and was just loving it. I felt really restrained and controlled.

Driving along a country lane I spotted an almost hidden opening into the woods. We parked the car and went in. It was a beautiful summer evening and the last of the sun danced through the leaves. We found ourselves just off a main walkway through the woods! Normally this would send me packing and refusing to do anything. Not this time. I was really turned on. J told me to take my clothes off, so I did, except my chains and then he did the same revealing his black leather thong. Yum!

I got down on my knees and unzipped his thong, taking his huge throbbing cock into my mouth, it was so hot and so big! i sucked it greedily needing to have it. Up and down, round and round, licking and sucking as though it would vanish at any moment. I love that cock.

He then returned the favour to me. It was lovely standing in the trees, listening to the birds having my swollen lips sucked at around the chains. Fingers were quickly added to the game and I came with such force that I gushed everywhere. My cum dripped to the forest floor. J stood up and yanked the chains to the side before thrusting his aching cock into my soaking pussy. Oh the pleasure of his fantastic cock and his knowledge of how to use it. I reached up and grabbed a branch above my head. He fucked me hard, really hard, making me cum again and again. I ended up lifting my feet of the ground and haning from the branch as he pumped into me. His hands exploring my body, grabbing my arse as he moulded my flesh in his fingers. His mouth found my breasts and he sucked at my nipples greedily.

We stopped and stood looking at each other. Marvelling at what we were doing and the desire in each of us. I removed my chains and he his thong. We stood and kissed, deep beautiful kisses so full of love and desire. Our tongues probbing hard, our lips pressed so tightly together. We were locked in a wonderful embrace, our naked bodies mingled as one.

Finally coming apart, J turned me around and bent me over. I grabbed the tree in front of me just in time as he thrust himself into me from behind. My breasts swayed as I felt his balls crashing into me. I was in heaven, his strong hands held me firmly by the waist and he fucked me with such perfection. I loved looking around me, aware that we could be seen if anyone chose to walk along, I hoped someone was hiding in the trees watching us. I felt like I could cum forever, that I wanted to stay here with the man I adore and worship, the man who adores and worships me, Forever.

When J came it was all over my arse, hot cum, so much of it, burning my skin, I turned and took his beautiful glistenign cock in my mouth, sucking my juices and his cum away. He found some leaves and cleaned me up. We stood kissing and holding each other in that wonderful post fuck glow and headspin.

Worth Waiting For

So I collected J form the airport and all was good, he came to find me in the coffee shop queue where I was buying myself some coffee. I was treated to a long lingering kiss there and then. He smiled at me and walked away back to the children. Smiles and hand holding all the ay home, we took the children out for dinner and were only able to grab occasional seconds for hugs and kisses before the children went to bed.

I was sitting watching TV, finally able to relax after a very long day with over 6 hours in the car. I didn't hear J come down the stairs or creep into the lounge. Suddenly he grabbed me, I yelped out in surprise, he flipped me onto my stomach and handcuffed me!

'I believe you've been a very naughty girl whilst I've been away' he said.

'No I haven't' my head spinning with excitement and fear! This is not our usual scene at all.

'Well I think you have and I'm going to have to punish you for it', He moved me over to the armchair and lay me face down over the arm, my feet just touchingt he floor. I felt the point of somethign running up my leg up under my skirt across my mound and down the other leg. Fuck this felt great already! Then he lifted my skirt up and flung it over my back, it also covered my head.

'Don't you dare move, I'm very disappointed in you and your actions but I'm going to teach you a lesson and make sure you behave for me in future.'

'No please don't hurt me, I promise to be good.'

'Too late, for words you'll take your punishment.'

Expecting to feel his hand slap my buttocks I tried to relax to ease the pain (I've been reading!). I was surprise when I suddenly felt his tongue and a very hard suck of my labia lips from behind. He thrust his fingers into me roughly and I groaned in pleasure. My pussy already dripping from excitement. So I thought, my punishment is to be a good hard fuck. He let me go and I lay there for a moment waiting. Nothing happened. He told me not to move or there would be trouble. I heard him leave the room and go into the kitchen to fix himself a drink. My head was spinning, I had no idea what was going on or what to expect. One thing I did know was that I was not going to move and I was going to have loads of fun!

I heard him come back in the room, the next thing I felt was a stinging pain as he brought down a switch I had jokingly made in the garden earlier. Damn it hurt, really hurt! Slowly very slowly he whipped my arse, it hurt so much, I pushed my face ino the chair to smother my yelps! I pushed my mound into the fabric, eager for some release of the desire between my legs.

I was punished with his switch and his hand. Every so often he would stroke and caress my arse, running his hand down my thighs and back up skimming my swollen soaking mound, I'd push my arse out towards him desparate for him to push his fingers in. All that I got each time was some sharp slaps right across my mound, stinging my clit.

When he was done, he pulled my up to standing, I could hardly stand, my head was so dizzy and my legs so wobbly. He lay me down on my back arcoss the armchair, still handcuffed. He pulled my so my head hung over the arm. He ordered me to open my mouth and he shoved his enormous cock into mouth mouth, he fucked my mouth hard. I could barely breathe. He told me to take a deep breathe and he shoved his cock in further so it went down my throat. Again and again he did this. I was gagging but still he did it. I was so hot and in such need but completely powerless.

He pulled away from my mouth and stood staring at me. Then it was my turn to have mound and lips sucked and kissed, pulled at and finger fucked. The pleasure, of wow the pleasure. I came so hard, again and again. I soaked the floor beneath me. He licked me up placing his hands underneath me and pulling me towards him. Eventually he thrust he cock into me and I cried out in ecstasy. He fucked me and I mean he really fucked me, the orgasms just kept coming out of me. He pulled me up to sitting, still inside me. He undid the handcuffs and we wrapped our arms around each other. Kissing and devouring one another.

Picking me up we went over to the sofa, we lay still in each others arms catching our breaths and whispering words of love and adoration to each other. We made sweet and fullfilling love, coming together in a strong and powerful wave of orgasm.

An hour later and we're in bed, I lean over to kiss him goodnight and he grabs me and kisses me long and hard, our tongues fighting for space. Our energies are quickly built up and we need each other again, we roll around the bed, touching, grabbing, kissing, biting and sucking. Every orifice is explored and licked and kissed. Fingers wander and penetrate and are then sucked. From behind the pillow he pulls my black leather cat of nine tails whip. The cheeky boy! Playfully he whips me between my legs, over my pussy. Oh the pleasure, the need. Again he reaches behind the pillow and produces my black leather studded oufit. It's just amazing, it barely covers me at the front and has a G sting to the back. I put it on with readiness and pull it tight so it cuts between my labia lips.

I return to the bed and grab his cock, I hold it right at the base in a vice like grasp. I dive my mouth down onto him, sucking hard at the tip. I want it so much, I want to suck it all night. I pump my hand up and down, my head bobbing up and down, my tongue flicking. The sound of my sucking is such a turn on. He reaches down and finds my cunt. He pulls the leather to one side and thrusts his fingers in long and hard. I cum hard, really hard and really really wet. They just keep coming, after the 6th the bed is soaked, really soaked and I need to be fucked. He pleasures me with his beautiful hard cock making me cum yet again. Finally I feel satisfied. I want to suck him again, so I do. I then want to watch him wank over my face. I love looking up at this sight and his amazign body so bug and strong and powerful over me. 'Cum for me' I beg him, 'cum hard'. I hold my mouth open, he's surprised as I don't like him to cum in my mouth. But tonight I want it, I need it. When he cums it's hot, so hot and it drips into my mouth and over my face, I push myself up and take him in my mouth again, sucking and licking him clean. He takes me in his arms and holds me close. His strong arms holding me safe and secure.

I love this man.

Promises Promises

J is away. He has been for two nights. He returns tomorrow. I am hot and wet thinking about it! He has been sending me texts and calling me with details of what he is going to do to me. I'm to expect a thougher fucking. Can't wait! I want him to take me to use my body for his needs, he isn't a selfish lover at all I know that I will be so satisfied.

A surprise

I've always had a huge sexual appetite and desire for things a little of the normal path (though through my blog reading it's not that far off!). When I first discovered masterbating at the age of 13 it was because of a book that I'd found hiding in the cupboard in the family bathroom. That book made me so hot and horny I rubbed my poor cunt raw on many occasion! It was called The Pearl and was a collection of stories about spanking, caning and forbidden sex. It set my mind racing. I was of course incredibly young but those desires stayed with me.

My sex life has been great and it has been not so great. This is because I've tuned out and lost my desires, life and such seemed to take over. At times I've become frightened and had the belief that my thoughts and actions are wrong. Crazy I know when we haven't ever really done much off the wall! About 3 months ago I decided enough was enough, I wanted to come back I wanted the real Jemima to breathe again, to full fill her wants and needs and desires. My husband is getting his wife back!

I am getting such a high from seeing him getting turned on, he can't believe that again after so many years I am asking, begging and demanding for my sexual needs to be met. He of course is obliging!

I'm not fully there yet, I still get scared and hold back. Don't know why but I plan to stop! I have started exploring sex blogs and I realsing I am far from weird- infact my desires are tame in comparison to most!

The other morning in the shower I was shaving my pussy and decided to do something for J, something he has wanted me to do lots over the past 15 years but I have only done once. I shaved myself completely clean, I poured conditioner into my hand and rubbed the silky liquid onto my smooth hot and swollen pussy, damn it felt good! My fingers slipped around with such ease, they darted in and out of my pussy lips and I frigged myself until I came. A huge shaking orgasm that had me swaying. I stood under the steaming water letting the waves subside.

Getting out and admiring my swollen mound in the mirror was amazing. I have such a large mound with fat swollen lips even when I am not aroused so that when I am it's just so WOW! My internal lips aren't much! They protrude guite a bit. I have never liked them, they embarrass me. Not anymore! My pussy looked so fantastic, so swollen and wanting. I lay on my bed in front of the mirror and slowly caressed the wonderful delight of my pussy. Of course those movements quickly got fatser and I made myself cum. I dipped my fingers into my hot wet cunt and then licked them greedily.

I spent the rest of the morning wearing a short skirt and no knickers, the breeze always excites me and I am often found knickerless! Today it even more intense. I longed for J to come home, to discover his surprise and take it as his will. I wasn't disappointed! Upon his return I told him I had a surprise for him. He knew by my manner that I meant a special surprise. I told him to feel my pussy as I was so wet from thinking about him. He reacked up under the hem of my skirt and found his favourite place. His eyes grew big and his fingers dived in! He pushed me back onto the stairs, knelt between my legs and gazed in awe at my beautiful shaved cunt. I was so hot, the juices were running down my legs, my buttocks and onto his hands. He thanked me and dived his mouth onto my mound with such force and delight I came upon contact. He licked and sucked, nibbled and tongue fucked until I was dizzy with delight. He then finger fucked my again with force, the pounding sending me crazy, twisting and turning as I pushed myself up and closer to him needs and wanting more. I begged him to fuck me. He stood up and undid his trousers, I grabbed at his cock so huge and purple with excitement. I sucked it greedily, shoving it far into my mouth, he again finger fucked me. Suddenly he withdrew from my mouth and flipped me over, I shoved my arse into the air and he thrust himself into my dripping cunt. He fucked me so hard, the carpet burnt at my arms and knees adding to my pleasure, I came again and again. As he started to finger fuck my arse I came with such force that I gushed. His favourite way for me to come! He was soon on his knees licking me from behind, grabbing my mound and my breasts. Ah the delight! He then reentered me and fucked me hard. As he came he wrapped his arms around my body and we shuddered together.

I can't stop looking at and feeling my wonderful pussy.

Finding my wings

I've recently started on my journey. The journey of discovering myself. Of listening to my wants and my needs and being brave enough to fullfill them. So far I'm enjoying the ride!